Busy

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I love days like this in the studio, when there are so many tasks to do that you don’t even stop to think. I opened the molds, cast, shot photographs, modeled in clay, and poured a layer of rubber. Any day that I get to open the molds is always a great because I get to see the finished product at the end of the day. Sculpture is an incredibly messy process, it’s very gratifying to come out with something polished and smooth when you’re done.

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The first three casts I made I used Murphy’s oil soap as a release, but the soap left a residue on the surface of the casts that I didn’t like. So I cast more without the release which worked out fine. At the end of the day I noticed that the residue had dried out and disappeared, so it was nice to know that it wasn’t permanent.  I finished up the modeling for the next three heads and poured the first layer of rubber.

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I shot a ridiculous amount of photographs, and edited them down to these final three images below. It’s crazy the amount of bad photographs I have to shoot in order to get even one image that works for me. Thank goodness for the convenience of digital photography!

Digital Experiment

Digital Experiment

Digital Experiment

Tools

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I poured my final layer of rubber this morning, which means that tomorrow I get to open the molds and cast. Even though I’ve never messed it up, I always have apprehension the night before I open the molds that I mixed the rubber wrong and that the rubber won’t cure. Opening the molds is always really exciting, the casting part of the process is even more fun, and then lighting/photographing the pieces and watching them come to life is that magic moment in my process that I live for.

The clay modeling is going really well too, I’m pretty excited about the piece above, and the piece below is coming along quite nicely. It’s also going very quickly, in fact I think I spend more time casting the piece than I do actually modeling it! I have this one tool that I’ve become quite obsessed with (seen in the photo above) that is really great for carving out the small details, as well as the medium forms. In general, I tend to limit myself to as few tools as possible. I know a lot of sculptors who get really into having all sorts of expensive/fancy tools, but I’ve found many of those tools to not be that useful, or to be a distraction. My favorite tool for casting is a metal butter knife. They sell all sorts of fancy plaster spatulas out there, but nothing works as well as my boring old butter knife for casting.

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Jean Carries

Thanks to Smidgeon Press, I was able to find the piece above by Jean Carries. As many of you know, I’ve been referencing Franz Xaver Messerschmidt’s character heads a lot for this project, and it’s great to find another source to look at. Carries seems to have a looser, more gestural style in than Messerschmidt, and I particularly like the way he handled the exaggeration in the mouth area, the forms underneath the mouth are really expressive and strong.

I had a really productive day in the studio: I made three mother molds and poured the second layer of rubber in the morning.  I’ll pour the final layer of rubber on Monday, and be able to open the molds and cast on Tuesday. It ended up being very efficient to make all three molds at the same time, that way I always had something to do when I was waiting for the plaster to set.

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I then spent the rest of the afternoon modeling the next three portraits. Some of the clay was a little too soft for details still, so I’m going to let them dry out a little over the weekend so that they’re leather hard when I come back on Monday. I’m also feeling really good about my decision to work with ceramic clay instead of the plastilene. Because the clay is so much softer and faster to work with, I’m able to think more gesturally and spontaneously and overall my pace is significantly faster. Looking ahead at the fall, this speed will be vital to my ability to get things accomplished.  In the fall, I’ll be limited to 2 hours chunks of time because of my schedule, and I’m trying to logistically figure out how to achieve all of these tasks in this structure.

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Threes

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I think I’ve finally figured out a procedure for making these faces that’s going to be practical and efficient. I hate to be so unromantic about the creative process, but for me especially I need a really solid structure to work within or my head spins from feeling disorganized.  If I mix 10 oz. of the silicone that that’s enough to put on the first layer of rubber for three faces. So for this reason, it makes sense to work on modeling three faces in clay at the same time, while having three other faces that are going through the moldmaking/casting process. I find it’s helpful to be jumping between sculptures because I frequently get tired of looking at one sculpture for too long, so when I want to take a break I can just leap to the next piece and come back to the other piece later. This nicely splits up my day into1)  moldmaking/casting, 2) clay modeling, and 3) photography/digital work, 4) blogging-exactly the variety of tasks that I like to have when I have the luxury of being in the studio all day.

I also re-photographed this face below.  The first images of this piece that I shot a few weeks ago looked flat and didn’t highlight the form the way I had been hoping for. I think this one is more dimensional and fleshy.

Digital Experiment

Thursday Spotlight: Ayame Bullock

Tell us about your background.

I have recently come to realize how much my upbringing has influenced the trajectory of my work. I was born in the Hawaiian Islands, shortly after, my family moved to Orcas Island in Washington State. I have always lived in places surrounded by large bodies of water. On Orcas Island my family started an educational Permaculture farm where they teach sustainable agriculture and living systems. After many years of aimless wandering, helping out on the farm, and living off odd jobs, I decided to go to school and received my BFA in Painting from RISD in 2011.

Name some people, artists, genres, ect that have been influential to my work.

I look at a wide variety of artists, some for their use of material, some for composition, and others for their social/ecological documentation. Those most influential to me include El Anatsui, Steven Seigel, Fabian Marcaccio, Judy Phaff, Elliot Hundley, Arte Povera, Eva Hesse and Post-minimalism, painters of the Sublime, Japanese Ukiyo-e artists, and photographers Edward Burtynsky and Chris Jordan.

Where and how did you get your ideas?

At the core of all my investigations lays an interest in self -destructive behavior of humans, both in the personal physical expression and the environmental expression of self-destruction. Through this, themes of toxicity, accumulation, tension/release, time, impermanence, and cyclical patterns in nature are explored.

This interest in self-destruction, in conjunction with my upbringing on a sustainable farm, and the presence of water in my living environments has made the North Pacific Garbage Gyre an immediate and magnetic metaphor for my work. Having a topic such as this allows me to explore the personal while also expressing concern for current social issues like consumerism, and the effects of our “throw away” culture on the environment.

What materials do you work with? Describe your technical process.

I use a wide variety of materials and techniques: found/landfill-bound materials (mostly plastics/fabrics), paint (oil and acrylic), charcoal, and some photography. I use my materials in a cyclical manner. Materials used in the process of making: dried scraps of paint, tape, paper, and studio debris circulate back in to the work. Old paintings or drawings that are unsuccessful are cut up and woven back into new works.

Bodily engagement is very important in my work. Some of my work is based on exploration of the subconscious and is about the flow of my physical body and its relationship and movement across a surface. At other times my work becomes more concept/material based, its physicality slows down and becomes meticulous constructions involving weaving, sewing, braiding, cutting, pulling, and stretching.

What is the most challenging part of being creative? What is the best part?

The most challenging part of being creative is having trust in myself, and not making rigid expectations of what my work should be or look like. Another challenge for me is negotiating my love of beauty with un-beautiful subject matter. In order for me to stay engaged with my work there must be a certain level of “beauty,” so finding a balance is a constant struggle.

The best part of being creative is that thrill and invigorating energy you feel when everything is working smoothly…when you don’t have to stop and second guess… when you don’t doubt yourself or what others think… you just know.

What advice would you give someone seeking advice about being an artist?

Expect the unexpected of yourself. Constantly challenge yourself, and give yourself permission to fail…a lot.

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Leather Hard Clay

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The last time I worked on these ceramic clay faces, I purposefully didn’t wrap them in wet flannel (standard practice to keep a clay sculpture moist) so that they could dry out to the “leather hard” stage. And sure enough, when I went to sculpt today the clay had a nice firmness to it which was really great for carving out details.  The last time I worked on these faces the clay was just too soft and I was having trouble getting into the smaller areas. For the most part, I sculpt reductively, when I work additively I feel too clumsy and out of control. The only time that I focus on working additively is the very beginning of a sculpture when you’re just trying to block in the major forms.  Once that’s established I switch to an almost reductive process.

Digital Experiment

I also reshot this face above today; I wasn’t happy with the last image I shot of this face so I figured it wouldn’t hurt to give it another try. I do think this version is better than the last image, but I’m still a little on the fence on whether I will “accept” it into the final pieces.  I also decided today that I don’t want to carve out the pupils afterall.  The last face I cast had carved out pupils and I feel like in the photograph it just ended up looking cheesy.

Video Experiment

With the help of my husband (he works in animation) I put together a video experiment last night.  This is one of the options that I’m exploring in terms of how to present these digital images in a gallery situation. The idea is for the images to fade in and out so slowly that you barely even notice that the image is changing. For me video is completely uncharted territory; I’ve always been someone who made traditional two-dimensional images, and for me to get into moving imagery is really unheard of.  I don’t think about myself as someone who knows the first thing about new media. However,  I won’t know until I try it and the thing that I never want to feel about my work is a sense of regret, of a missed opportunity because I was too afraid to give it a shot due to my inexperience.

On a totally unrelated subject, you might also notice that I’ve been posting nearly every day on this blog for about two weeks now.  I think it’s because my work has taken off like crazy recently and I can’t stop thinking about it.  I feel like I’m spending every waking moment scheming about the work and where I want it to go. Even when I’m not in the studio doing other things I’m compulsively thinking about it. It’s become a little obsessive, but I’m so excited to feel this way about my artwork that I’m going to indulge myself and keep riding this wave of enthusiasm.

By the way, I posted a 1 minute version of this video experiment on my Facebook page yesterday. The updated version you can watch below is significantly slower and a bit longer at 2 minutes, 30 seconds.

Gallery Possibilities

Digital experiment

Now that I’m creating digital pieces, I’ve been trying to brainstorm what the eventual end product will be if presented in a gallery situation.  The one aspect that I’m sure of is that I want the images to be very large-the bigger, the better.  It seems to me that I have a few options to explore right now:

1) Create large scale digital prints that could be framed and matted. I don’t really like this option very much because printing/framing on the scale that I want would be obscenely expensive.

2) Have each image be projected on a digital projector on the wall, this would easily allow for the image to be extremely large.

3) Have each image on a large scale screen. I like this option, for some reason digital images always look better on screens than when they are projected.

4) Create an animated piece of each image emerging very slowly in and out of the darkness that would loop on a screen or be projected. My husband is an animator, so I’m going to get his help to give this option a try.

Productive

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I had a really productive day in the studio, I was able to start modeling two new faces in clay, open up two molds, cast two pieces in beeswax, and do some photography and Photoshop work. It was one of those days where there were so many tasks to take care of , and I got into a good working rhythm because of it.  I go a little stir crazy in the studio if I only have one task to do all day. This is how I would like to have my studio days balanced over the next few weeks if I can manage to time everything well.

I cast the piece below in beeswax and lit it from above and from below.  I’m very pleased with these two digital images, they have a fleshy quality in the form that I’m looking to achieve.

Digital experiment

Digital experiment

This second piece below I’m not as thrilled with.  I think the form is a little stiff. I’m trying to be very tough on myself this time about what pieces I will “accept” into the project. So far I’ve made molds for and cast five pieces, and yet only two of them fit the high standard of quality that I want for this project.

Digital experiment

The rest of the day was spent getting started modeling some clay pieces, as seen below.

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Thursday Spotlight: Wendy Seller

Tell us about your background.

At the age of 10 I began making marionettes, and built a full-sized stage within my parent’s newly renovated “den”. For the next 7 years I constructed highly complex marionettes that had up to 25 strings, enabling me to move mouths, eyes, fingers and other body parts. I wrote plays for children’s parties, designed changeable sets, and rigged up multiple layers of lights for theatrical effects. I bribed my friends to assist me in operating my puppets during my hour-long performances (for $2 each), which were usually performed for children’s birthday parties. For years I was convinced that a field in Puppetry was my chosen path.

My vision for my future changed when I attended the Rhode Island School of Design as a freshman and discovered a broader view of possibilities within the field of art. Although no major seemed ideal for my interests, I chose Sculpture as a field of study and continued this through graduate school and into my professional life. I was fortunate to receive three artist-in-residence positions from the Massachusetts State Arts Council right out of school, which permitted me to continue working as an artist while conceptualizing several large-scale projects with children in two public elementary schools in Boston and one in Hull, Massachusetts. I was one of five young visual artists accepted into this state-funded program to assist young artists, and in my first year worked with all 230 children in a South Boston elementary school to collectively redesign an old gymnasium into a two-dimensional and three-dimensional aquarium of exotic fish.

Professionally I was working on a series of wooden box sculptures with surreal environments, until it became clear that the mediums I was using (fiberglass and polyester mediums) were just too dangerous for long-term use. After reading a book on Eva Hesse, who died from a brain tumor in her early 30’s, I began to rethink my chosen path.

In the mid 80’s I turned to painting and started an entirely new way of thinking about my work. I became a highly driven and ambitious painter. Having entered the field of painting from the back door, the slow evolution of developing these works in oils matured into visions that became distinctively my own. This process was linked with periods of frustration because my paintings took so long to actualize. By the time they were finished, I had conceptually moved beyond them.

People, artists, artistic genres that have been influential in your work

I have always had a love for surrealism, where elements not generally found together in reality could purposefully and intuitively enter the world of the imagination. As I dove deeper into the world of painting, I studied the works of Belgium painter Rene Magritte, Spanish surrealist Remedios Varo, Italian painter Giuseppe Arcimbaldo (best known his inventive heads made of objects such a fruits, vegetables and flowers), the more contemporary Mexican artist and poet Alfredo Castaneda, and the theatrical self-taught contemporary Russian painter, Ilya Zomb. These artists served as guides in my finding a unique voice. I had no interest in being them or painting like them, I just wanted to learn from them.

Where and how do you get your ideas?

In 2009, without warning, I took another 180º turn with my work when I reluctantly enrolled in an Adobe Illustrator class to strengthen my teaching at the Rhode Island School of Design.  Despite my initial distaste for digital media as a tool for my own art making, I experienced a eureka moment that radically altered how I thought about my image-making process. While struggling with an assignment for this class (and wishing I was painting), I discovered a direct parallel between my “process of layering” with oils and the “digital layering” capabilities found in the computer-generated programs of Photoshop and Illustrator.

What materials do you work with: describe your technical process

During a sabbatical leave from the RISD in 2011, I set up an intense working schedule and blocked out my calendar to focus solely on developing a new way of working. My first experiments offered tremendous freedom in my artmaking process. As my ideas matured, my intensity for pushing this work into unexplored territory escalated. A year later, I had a solo exhibition of these 18 new works at the Nesto Gallery at Milton Academy, thanks to the gracious support of the Director, Anne Neely, and a generous Professional Development Fund Award from the Rhode Island School of Design. Discussing these works in depth with many invited professionals brought greater insight. The exhibition was entitled “Letting Loose: Digital Collages by Wendy Seller”. There seemed to be a flaw in calling these “digital collages”- they are indeed “my paintings” and I remain (from the heart) a painter.

What do you find the most challenging part of being creative?What is the best part of being creative?

I am not alone in saying that the most challenging part about being creative is finding enough undistracted time to do what you need to do in our studio, without being pulled away with the necessities of life. When you are a thoughtful person and concerned about helping others, it is even more difficult, as the process of creating art in this age requires diligence and selfishness. I am very guarded and stingy when it comes to protecting my time. It takes “time” to get my head in the right place so that I can detach from the day-to-day reality, and there is a strong pull to respond to the daily barrage of incoming emails, especially if you are one who needs to keep your life in order.

What advice would you give to someone seeking advice about being an artist?

As a student and young artist, I read many books to motivate me and help me to more forward and still do! I put myself through RISD, so I cannot say that things ever came easily for me. One book that was, and still is, inspirational is Letters to a Young Poet, by poet Rainer Marie Rilke. I continue to recommend it to my students. There are many others that have assisted me in my evolving process.

Please tell us where we can find you.

I will be doing a four-week residency at the Burren College of Art in Ballyvaughan, Ireland in August 2012, utilizing images I have taken within this extraordinary country. In September, my piece “Irish Gal” will be included in the exhibition Strange Glue: College at 100 (Part I), at the Thompson Gallery located at The Cambridge School of Weston (Weston, MA). In October, ten paintings will be shown at the Taft Gallery at St. Mark’s School in Southborough, MA, and in February 2013, I have a two-person show at the Tabor Gallery at Holyoke Community College. For information on any of these, contact me at my website.

My website is at www.wendyseller.com. I can also be found on the RISD website.  My studio, which I designed and built from scratch within an abandoned elementary school, has been referred to as one of my greatest artistic achievements. Images of this can be found on my website (under “Studio”) and on the Claflin School Studios website.

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